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thoughtformed2013-01-14 02:45 pm
riseup) wrote in thoughtformed2013-01-14 02:45 pm
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ok, i still find it pretty weird that i am asking a pair of sunglasses for advice, but i'm trying to get over that.
do you have time to talk?
do you have time to talk?
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i can agree to that.
it will be our secret.
honestly, i probably won't even talk to dave about it.
he gets weird.
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In fact, it would be better to act without telling Davesprite either.
Or at least that's how I would do it.
He believes he's going to die, as a result of not being the Alpha Dave.
Apparently, it's a thing that happens.
Paradox space doesn't allow leftovers of failed timelines to persist within the Alpha timeline.
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in
the stupid
alpha
timeline.
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who caaaares!!!
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But in theory, it can and probably will still happen.
Since by my calculations few remain as long as you have.
Though.
I suspect he doesn't really believe he's safe here, either.
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it definitely happens.
anyway... i don't know, that's still pretty dumb to me.
if i was scared to die, spending time with my friends would make me feel better.
being a dick to them doesn't accomplish anything except making everyone miserable.
that's pretty selfish.
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jeez.
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I don't believe that is really the whole reason, though it may be how he justifies himself.
He's obviously still pretty upset about his position as Dave 2.0.
Basically, the kid has a lot of shit going on.
But maybe knowing will help you in some way.
It seems unlikely to get much worse.
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i don't know.
i think i just need to not talk to him for a while.
that probably won't help because even if i need time to stop being so pissed off at him, time isn't going to make him less of a self-sacrificing douchebag.
but it's been an uphill battle since he got back and even though it sounds pretty rude, i need a break.
if i really try, i can understand moping around because you think you are going to die... but i will never understand telling your best bro that you shouldn't be friends.
that's shitty and really screwed up and i am going to choose to believe that's not what he actually wants to happen because i don't know how to deal with it if it is.
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It's a very cliche position.
Assuming my calculation are correct.
And I always do.
But I don't necessarily disagree with the idea of taking a breather.
If your time is genuinely not limited, then a lot can be said for process of waiting.
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if he wants to be friends with all of us but thinks he shouldn't for some jacked up noble reason, he should think about it for five seconds and realize that we aren't babies.
we have already gone through a lot.
ok.
i am just going to entertain the idea for a second.
let's pretend davesprite is legitimately going to die here.
i can tell you right now that we
that's rose, jade, dave and i
would deal with it a lot better if he acted like our friend up until the end than if he did what he's doing now.
it would be the worst thing ever but we would get through that too.
i don't know how, but we would.
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I have faith that as one who shares my theoretical genetics, he'll get his shit at least somewhat sorted in time.
I mean.
He's still organic so it won't be neat but at least less of an embarrassing mess.
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i guess that does help to know and it was good to get it out.
again.
without screaming my face off and passing out repeatedly.
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Though you may want to consider that screaming until you pass out is probably also sign of some issues.
Or I guess your boyfriend could just be rubbing off on you in more way than one.
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obvious double entendre aside, i don't think karkat is capable of passing out in the middle of a good rant.
or any rant.
he has a problem.
2. it just happens!
getting angry makes me tired.
i don't think it's bad, but i guess i can bring it up to mr. coulson.
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The better part of the two acceptable meanings.
But yeah I can't actually imagine that.
Though he was pretty tuckered out by all the honesty.
Is Mr. Coulson your doctor.
Or therapist?
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mr. coulson is the guidance counselor at the school.
he's a really cool guy, you should talk to him sometime.
i bet he would be unfazed by talking glasses.
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Another 'fictional', I take it.
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he knows captain america.
it's pretty much the best thing ever.