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thoughtformed2013-01-12 08:47 pm
dialogical) wrote in thoughtformed2013-01-12 08:47 pm
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[This post is for AR bothering people during the event.
It's also cool if for some reason you want to text him.]
It's also cool if for some reason you want to text him.]
no subject
i know you dont want to talk to me right now and i am not sure a conversation would be a good idea
but i am sorry for what i said and how i said it
i never intended to hurt your feelings or make you hate me
because whatever has happened i don't hate you
i didnt want to fight with you again
and if i turned out to be wrong then pushing you away would be spiteful just for the sake of being spiteful and wouldnt help either of us
i know you cant help having done what you did and i really dont hold a grudge for anything that happened
i just wasnt sure that you really changed
and because i was angry with myself for saying anything at all i said everything in the worst possible way and tried to make it all your fault
i am sorry that i jumped to conclusions and threatened you over loki
it was a kneejerk reaction and karkat is right the fact that you did nothing at all is proof that i was wrong
it would be a lie if i tried to deny that most of what i said is how i feel but i shouldnt have attacked you for any of it or been so needlessly cruel
i said things to hurt you and i am sorry
maybe we were never friends and maybe we will never be friends but you are still my teammate and that still means a lot
i dont wish anything bad on you
i hope you will get to be happy one day
i hope you prove me wrong and i will gladly admit one day that i misjudged you if it comes to that
i think we will never get a chance again for me to say this with total honesty
and have you believe it