Pro8a8ly? Try definitely! Such thoughts would 8e a lethal weakness. I would 8e the laughingstock of my caste were any of the other cerulean 8loods even still alive. I thought they were right. I was convinced! That was just how it was, you know? 8ut........ I guess may8e I don't think that way as much now. I mean, I sort of do? It's hard to shake that sort of conditioning. 8ut seeing how everyone reacted to what I did, and the consequences of my actions........ Coming here has just made it way worse. There's so many humans! And a lot of them are pretty nice people. I'm not really used to 8eing surrounded 8y that? I mean, o8viously. My point is that it's 8izarre. 8ut I mean, 8eing a little calmer and less impulsive a8out hurting other people has sort of started to make my friends come 8ack. And even trust me! Aradia aside, I guess. It's nice. I missed.......... I missed having friends. Oh my god, that sounds so dum8. 8ut it's true. ::::\ And if a8andoning those standards is what I have to do to keep my friends, then may8e they weren't so right after all.
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I thought they were right. I was convinced! That was just how it was, you know?
8ut........
I guess may8e I don't think that way as much now. I mean, I sort of do? It's hard to shake that sort of conditioning. 8ut seeing how everyone reacted to what I did, and the consequences of my actions........
Coming here has just made it way worse. There's so many humans! And a lot of them are pretty nice people. I'm not really used to 8eing surrounded 8y that?
I mean, o8viously. My point is that it's 8izarre.
8ut I mean, 8eing a little calmer and less impulsive a8out hurting other people has sort of started to make my friends come 8ack. And even trust me!
Aradia aside, I guess.
It's nice. I missed..........
I missed having friends.
Oh my god, that sounds so dum8.
8ut it's true. ::::\
And if a8andoning those standards is what I have to do to keep my friends, then may8e they weren't so right after all.